Talk:What Has Happened/@comment-24922135-20170418232739

I'm glad to hear that I helped. I mean what I said. If you need my help, I will be there to help.

There is a specific part of this message I want to bring up though

I have no strength to bring the blade to my wrist, no strength to bring the rope around my neck, no strength to jump off the second floor of my school.

You're wrong. It's precisely your strength that's kept you from doing those things. Clearly you don't want to die. There is a part of you, whether you're aware of it or not, that wants to get past this. There is a part of you that wants to turn around to those bullies and say "Fuck You. I'm Ryan and I'm alive and there is nothing you can do to change that!"

This world is not a kind one. But you hold onto that strength and it will carry you through this mess. There is a light at the end and you will find it.

BTFF is here to help you. If you ever feel like you aren't strong enough we can help. I might not know how to help you through this, I can't say I've had it nearly as bad as you have, but I can be there.

And I expect you to be there as well. Stay strong.